t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Saturday, July 29, 2006
but its all and then its nothing to me ..
i thought i lost you somewhere ..
but you were never really ever there at all .
and so i'm back .
again .
Googoo Dolls - Here is Gone .
its depressing .
but i'm letting it go on repeat .
the rain has stopped .
but the dark clouds are still hanging .
suddenly something whamed right in my face .
and i didn't dodge quick enough .
so now here i am .
i know its somewhere out there ..
but .
here is gone .
((:
i can't believe i didn't notice it .
maybe i wasn't supposed to hmm ?
i dont get it .
dont get this .
dont get what i'm supposed to do with this.
and we wake up in the breakdown ..
of things we never thought we could be .
and i remember telling someone yesterday .
that curiousity kills the cat .
well .
this cat here doesn't wanna get killed .
so no i don't wanna know .
and i shall not ask .
neither shall i do anything about it .
this is too much for me to take .
and no i shall not .
i should stop .
don't tell me to believe .
or get me hoping .
cause i don't feel like doing so .
and i don't want to do so .
hope is more often than not .
a bad thing to me .
and i was not the answer ...
so forget you ever thought it was me .
blahs .
i'm out.
;elysium.
5:24:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
